| Mental Health America Bell of Hope Memorial |
In Loving Memory of
My husband, David Brady and I were together almost 19 years. He took his life on our 9 year wedding anniversary after a loosing a long bout with addiction. He will forever be in our hearts and live on thru our two children. Our love will never die. David was a loving husband and father to us for almost 19 years. He took his life on our 9 year wedding anniversary after loosing a long bout with addiction. He will forever live on in our hearts...we miss you baby! It has been almost 9 months, and I miss you as much as the day you left me. I dont know if I can ever get past this, you were my life, my soulmate and life is not real without you. I hope you are at peace my love, and know how much I miss you each and everyday...I love you I just wanted to let you know as time passes I miss you more and more everyday. I am holding a memorial party on July 11th in your honor, and each band is doing an MP song in their own way. I pray you're looking down, and smiling as we all come together to remember and honor you. I'll love you forever baby Well it's been 10 months today, and I was @ your gravesite last night. It is mother's day, and it seems like it's getting tougher and tougher each day that your not here. I feel like a shell of who I once was, we were one, and now half of me is gone. The kids miss you so much, and I pray you can hear me, as I cry to you everyday. The grief and guilt are so overwhelming...we could of worked thru our problems, you did not have to do this, but I cant be mad cause I've loved you with all my soul for almost 19 years. Just wanted to say I love you and miss you every minute of everyday. I hope you're at peace and are watching over me and the kids. I love you babe, and will never stop... I miss you! Well, it's creeping up on a year since you left us. And to be truthful, I do not feel any better. Zain was in Walmart this weekend, and was looking at the father's day card, tearing up. It broke my heart to know that he is hurting and missing you, as I am. We are getting a house built and I should be happy, but I cannot help but think of you, and how it should be us. I miss you so much babe, and I will never know why you did what you did. I can only pray that this is wanted us to do. To try and be happy. We are all trying to move on with our lives. I think of you every minute of everyday, the kids look so much like you, and are growing so quickly. I just cant help to think that you should be here, I pray you are watching us and making sure we are safe. I know that you are at peace now, and that's the only solace that I have. Happy Father's Day honey, I miss you so much and tears still fall almost everyday. Rest in peace my love, you will never leave me. I love you more than you can possibly ever know. Well today has been 1 year, and it is just as hard as it was a year ago. I miss you so much, Zain was a mess yesterday, he is overwhelmed as we all are. My tears fall so much, it is unexplainable how much it hurts. I had to be sent home from work, I couldn't make it today. I let go a black balloon at your grave, to let it reach you in heaven, as it is the color of my heart. I will never stop loving you, you are my soulmate. I love you baby, and I pray you are at peace now, and are watching over me and the kids. I love you so much.....until we meet again one day. Well, it's been 13 months today since you left us. I cannot say that I feel as though my life is robotic. The only joy I have is seeing our children (your legacy) grow. Zain has been in football now for a week, and he loves it. Everytime I watch him practice, a tear falls as I wish that you were here to watch him. He misses you so. We went to their first concert, Keith Urban, last weekend and he cried because he knew how much you loved music, and he wanted you there. It never gets easier, I just pray that you are watching over us, and are happy with the decisions that I'm making for our family. There will never be a day that I do not miss you and tears do not fall. I will love you with my soul until we meet again someday. I miss you baby, and love you more than you'll ever know! I'm just sitting here in my new house, with my new partner, and still thinking of you. How difficult it is to move on. Everyone says to "let you go", but I will NEVER do that. You are my soulmate and I will love you till the day I die, and you are there to meet me. I hope you are happy with the decisions I have made for me and the kids, your parents have accepted it, which meant a lot to me. We are still very close, and we ache just mentioning your name. Zain's doing great in football, and wishes you were here to see him, but I know you're watching over us. I dream about you, and maybe it's my mind, but me and the kids can "feel" your presence sometimes. Baby, no matter where I am, who I'm with, I will love you for eternity like no other. I miss you everyday, and pray you're at peace now. I love you, and miss you soooooo much. Well me and the kids are in our new house with Skip. He is so wonderful to me and the kids...I know, and Zain even said that you and God sent him to us, I just pray you are continuing to watch over us. There is not a day, or an hour that goes by that I STILL dont think of you, and why things happened the way that they did. It still amazes me how even though me and the kids have been through so much tragedy, and unbelieveable heartbreak, there are still people out there who try to destroy any type of happiness that people cannot be compassionate instead of ugly, and try to start trouble, when there's no trouble to be had. Well know I will love you forever and beyond. Well baby, it's been 15 months since I last kissed you, heard your voice, and held you. The people that say time is the only healing thing, must not of thought of those who truely loved each other for so long. I see you in our children everyday, as they are growing so big. Even thought our lives must move on to a new chapter, YOU will never be replaced in any sense of the word. I have loved you all my life, and tears still fall everyday. I miss you so much, listening to your cd's just to hear your voice, watching our home movies of Idaho, just to have you near me. I know you are not in pain with your struggles anymore, and I know you would be happy for the decisions I have made for me and the kids. But no matter where I lay my head at night, my heart aches, each morning wishing it was all a bad dream. I will never stop loving you, as you and I were one person. Now there is only a half left. I will love and miss you until we meet again, hoping to see you in my dreams in the meantime. I love and miss you more than words can come close to saying. Well babe, it's coming up on our birthdays, and the holidays. It always seems that the closer those days get to me the worst. It's been almost 16 months, and I still miss you everyday. My heart aches for the husband and father that loved us so much, I just seem to forget the demons that took over you those last few months. The kids look so much like you its insane, and Alexa is really looking the part of a young lady, no longer a little girl who was the apple of your eye. I will be at your grave on your birthday, the kids wont go most of the time, I think its too hard for them. Zain prays evernight that you are watching over us and you know how much we love and miss you. I pray that you know, I still struggle, my heart aches, but there's nothing I can do now. I just want you to know you will always be my soulmate, and my one true love...I miss you baby! xoxoxo
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